Procrastinating to procrastinate
I realized I've became increasingly vulgar...esp because I'm extremely angry at the redundancy of certain modules.. and last night, I was cursing and swearing at my English project for being so ambiguous. I think even the experts would not be able to agree on a fixed answer to the different word classifications. Its so f'abstract. I was like screaming some form of vulgarities in my mind hahahh.. since he doesnt like me saying it. Nevertheless, thank you to Mr Ben tan for putting up with me and my frequent spasms of frustration recently. =)Sad to say, eyes can see, ears can hear and heart can feel that my charity team seems to be spilting into 2 camps. Welll... we are a team going to do charity work ffs. Why are we having team politics and these sorts of things?!! Pardon me, I never had much chance to see office politics or any sorts cos its innate in me to be oblivious (basically blur). Seeing things this way, I'm just hope that everyone could have a pure heart and good intentions in whatever we do. N with a new lead, I forsee that most of our concerns previously would be solved.
well well. how to handle frustration effectively? I think I shall start to work towards attainng nirvana. my kind of nirvana - i.e. a higher level of procrastination: procrastinating to procrastinate. wish me luck that it would work out.
Meanwhile, drop by this weekend yea? I'll be at Heeren the whole of Friday and Sat from 12 - 4pm. =)
posted by sebby @ 1:26 PM
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